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TATTOOS MAN! I’M THINKING ABOUT THE NEXT ONE! AND THE MORE I TRY AND PLAN IT WITH OTHER PEOPLE THE MORE IT KEEPS NOT HAPPENING. I’M REALLY WORKING OFF OF A MIND-BODY CONNECTION THIS YEAR AND REALLY LISTENING TO AND ACCEPTING WHAT EITHER MY BRAIN OR MY BODY IS TELLING ME. I STARTED THIS BLOG BECAUSE I WANTED TO WRITE BUT COULDN’T GET THIS BOOK STARTED. I WANT TO WRITE POETRY AGAIN BUT IT FELT LIKE IF IT WASN’T FOR THE BOOK IT WASN’T WORTH IT. I’VE BEEN ALL IN WITH MUSIC OVER THE LAST 6 MONTHS, I WANTED A PLACE TO EXPRESS HOW MUCH IT MEANS TO ME AND SOCIAL MEDIA IS NOT IT. IT’S THE PLACE TO BE SEEN AND HEARD BUT NOT UNDERSTOOD. TODAY ON BUMBLE I CAME ACROSS A QUOTATION THAT SAYS “AMATEUR EXPLORER LOOKING TO GET LOST.

SEND ME YOUR FAVORITE DIRECTIONS 🗺️” AND THAT’S MY MESSAGE FOR THE UNIVERSE TODAY… AND HONESTLY MOVING FORWARD. I’VE SPENT A LOT OF TIME TRYING TO PLAN AHEAD AND FIGURE OUT WHAT’S NEXT AND I HAVE TO LEARN MORE ABOUT HOW TO TAKE CARE OF ME RIGHT NOW IN THE MOMENT. I AM STARTING TO FEEL LIKE I LOVE LIFE AGAIN, LAUGH UNCONTROLLABLY, EMBRACE ME LIKE NO ONE’S WATCHING AND THE BEST PART ABOUT IT, IS THAT TO EVERYONE ELSE IT NEVER STOPPED BUT NOW MY BRAIN GETS TO CATCH UP TO WHAT I WAS ALREADY DOING AND I CAN NOW ENJOY THE BENEFITS OF MAKING IMPORTANT CHANGES THAT ARE GOOD FOR RIGHT NOW AND MAYBE AS A BYPRODUCT… GOOD FOR THE FUTURE. SO I’LL TAKE CARE OF RIGHT NOW, WITH SOME GUIDANCE AND EVERYTHING ELSE CAN HELP THE FUTURE OUT. I’LL NEVER FORGET THE DAY THAT RAVEN AND I WENT CAR SHOPPING AND WE HOPPED IN WHAT WOULD BE THE CAR SHE ENDED UP GETTING AND WERE DRIVING AROUND NEWARK UNTIL WE REALIZED THAT WE HAD TO GET BACK BECAUSE IT WASN’T HER CAR YET AND I REALIZED I FOUND ANOTHER PERSON THAT TIME CAN BE TIMELESS AROUND. IT DOESN’T TAKE MUCH FOR ME TO FIND A GENUINE CONNECTION AND GOD, THE SPIRITS AND THE UNIVERSE KNEW WHAT THEY WERE DOING WHEN THEY PUT TOGETHER, SO TO YOU… I LEAVE ANY AND ALL WATCHES I HAVE. I KNOW THAT YOU WILL ALWAYS HOLD MY SPACE AND TIME AS PRECIOUS AS YOUR OWN, AND IF THEY HAVE YOU TO BE HANDED OVER TO SOMEONE THAT IS PROTECTING TIME FOR RAVEN, THEN PLEASE KEEP MINE JUST AS SACRED… SO TODAY’S LESSON … PRINT THE BANK STATEMENTS, MAKE THE LIST, THROW THINGS AWAY THAT DON’T MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD OR RETURN THEM … WHATEVER IT IS, DON’T KEEP IT BECAUSE MISERY WALLOWS THERE. SORT THROUGH YOUR FRIENDSHIPS, PAIR DOWN YOUR NECESSITIES TO ACTUAL NECESSITIES 😆 AND REMEMBER THE THINGS YOU ALREADY ENJOY AND DO IT MORE. YOUR QUALITY OF LIFE WILL IMPROVE. AND AS GOOD AS IT GETS, IT CAN ONLY GET BETTER.

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