CARS

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TODAY I REALIZED THAT NO MATTER HOW DEEP I THINK I AM CONNECTED TO MY PEOPLE THAT THE BOND CAN ALWAYS GET DEEPER. A NEW LEVEL OF UNDERSTANDING CAN BE ACHIEVED. PICTURE THIS, SITTING IN THE CAR DRIVING AND ALL OF A SUDDEN A SONG COMES ON AND YOU REALIZE THAT IT DESCRIBES EVERYTHING YOU’VE BEEN TRYING TO KEEP YOUR MIND OFF OF. A SONG THAT DESCRIBES A BROKEN ORIGAMI OF FEELINGS FEELING OUT AND I REALIZE THAT FOR THAT 4 MINUTES… I’M SINGING MY HEART OUT UNDER MY BREATH AND THERE’S NO WORDS BEING SPOKEN. I’LL NEVER KNOW IF SHE WAS FEELING WHAT I WAS FEELING BUT MAN DID I NEED HER IN THE MOMENT MORE THAN EVER. 36 MINUTES AND TOO MANY REALIZATIONS LATER, YESTERDAY WAS A GUT PUNCH OF NOT BEING AS PASSED SOMETHING AS I THOUGHT I WAS. THE MORE I LEARN ABOUT MYSELF THE MORE I CAN WORK THROUGH, ACCEPT AND MOVE THROUGH. TODAY’S LESSON IS SLOWING DOWN TO FOCUS ON WHAT THE BODY AND BRAIN NEED TODAY, IN THIS MOMENT, IN THIS INSTANCE, IN THIS CIRCUMSTANCE AND NOT MAKING EVERY DECISION FOR TOMORROW’S STEPH. FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE TO RIDE WITH ME AND HOLD EVERY THOUGHT IN THE PASSENGER SEAT UNTIL I’M READY TO SIT IT BACK ON MY LAP LIKE MY BABY GIRL DID BACK IN THE DAY 😉 … SHANIKA, YOU ARE TO GET WHATEVER CAR I HAVE. WHATEVER CAR IS MY FAVORITE, WHICHEVER ONE I USE THE MOST OR WHICHEVER ONE YOU CHOOSE IF THE ONE I USE THE MOST HAS TOO MANY SMELLS AND GIVES YOU TOO MANY HEADACHES. AND IF THIS CAR HAS TO GO TO SOMEONE ELSE BESIDES NEEK-A-LEEK, MY FAVORITE EXECUTIVE PRODUCER… PLEASE HOLD ONTO IT AS LONG AS YOU CAN LIKE SHE WOULD, MAKE SURE YOU KEEP UP WITH THE OIL CHANGES AS REGULARLY AS SHE WOULD, PUT AIR IN THE TIRES AT ANY MOMENT THE TIRE PRESSURE LIGHT COMES ON, AND MAKE SURE YOU YELL AT EVERY PERSON THAT EITHER CUTS YOU OFF, DRIVES TOO SLOW IN THE WRONG LANE OR JUST SIMPLY NEEDS TO MAKE THE FREAKIN TURN! THANKS FOR GIVING UP YOUR FRIDAYS AND ANY OTHER DAY WITH AND FOR ME. I’LL LOVE YOU FOREVER, EVEN THOUGH THE STARS ARE BLIND ⭐️

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